Birthday Girl.

She's 5! That makes 5 years that I've been a parent, and 5 years that I have been unwavering in my faith that placing her for adoption was the right thing to do.

I love you Sam.

Birthday

Today is Samantha's birthday. My beautiful little girl turns 5.

For the first time in a long time, I'm having a very hard day. This heartache is hard to bear, and I'm grateful I haven't had to do it alone.

Despite my own greif, I'm happy she is where she is.

I love you Samantha.