Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Up's and Down's

I figured out that I have a harder time posting when I haven't seen Sam and her family in a long time. It's been almost six months which is the longest amount of time I've gone without seeing her cute face since the day she was born. There's a hole in my chest. I miss her.

I also quit going to "group" at LDS Family Services. Not for the same reason, but because I feel the girls there don't take it seriously. They sit and gossip and talk about the newest jeans and who is dating who and I get so frustrated. I'm there to be supportive and to talk about adoption. If it's going to turn into a "mean girl" club, I'd rather be at home with my husband and baby. I need to start going back. Even if there is only one girl there that needs someone to listen, I want to be there for her.

No matter my ups and downs, I love adoption.

1 comment:

  1. I know the feeling about group. That's one of the reasons I quit going... They wouldn't listen and were chating most of the time. I couldn't justify spending so much time away from my little family for people that didn't care about why I was there. We should go together one night. Take group by storm! HAHA! Love ya girl! I'm always here to talk if you need it.


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